But when you give to the poor, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving will be in secret; and your Father who sees what is done in secret will reward you.
Matthew 6:3-4 NASB
Sometimes we have to get dirty to know what dirty feels like and how it feels to come clean through all our dirtiness. Surrendering for me was when I finally got down on my hands and knees and cried out to Him telling Him I am done! I am done with this self-seeking mission of mine! My healing took place when I started to learn what unconditional love meant. We all have a purpose to fulfill in our lifetime. Although, it took me some time to figure out mine its never to late to share your experiences with others. I've chosen to mentor God's lost children on and off the streets.